Upright Eve

I have to admit, i am attaining sickness from receiving greetings for the new year and getting a bit arrogant about this holiday.
Yes, i do cherish this time of the year, although, i still question the world crisis and why a lot is still attached with violence and war. "Happy" New Year didn't seem very jolly as everyone wished it could be.
Seeing myself watching CNN while eating breakfast did not really feel comfortable. What has happened at a Thai club was awful, and more awful, for it had occur at the eve of 2009. Every year celebration, a high accidental fire always occur, and this year, it has really crossed the line. About 60 people are burnt to death and several are injured because of the fire that happened in Bangkok. It was said that there was only one door to exit the club and there's like a 100 people inside coming from different areas of the world. Watching it just felt really bad and i really want to murder myself for putting the channel on CNN (or was it BBC?).
Anyway, it was just horrifying seeing dead people covered in white cloth with a bright beam of light shining on their dead bodies and questioning myself "why the fuck?" The world is just so raunchy! Stinking evil criminal Eve, so stupid for trusting a snake! No, but it's true, a New Year celebration is never complete without a sinful mistake.

However, if you're wondering how my New Year went, well, it was awesome. It just darns that i didn't get to come to the party at London with the invitation of Carters. Highly, in the past few days i've been here... at Birmingham with some friends! Though i'm with my parents and they had their New Year's Eve somewhere in Northampton (however that spells) and i'm somehow here, at Birmingham. This is probably the second time that i didn't exactly get to spend New Year with Mum and Dad (neat), but i did have Christmas with them (which actually went beastly and blah). So yeah, i said my last fair-well at 2008 and i guess it's obviously safe to say "Last Year", which was just days ago. 

Alcohol, drunk, party, strange ladies, dancing and other loads of stuff that i forgot. In reality i didn't know anyone there (only some 6th form friends) considering i'm from Cornwall, though i did grew up at Germany where my whole Williams family lies. Still, i met a lot of new people and we just all gone really crazy and tumbling all over the place, but it was a really beautiful New Year Celebration. Just can't wait till next year! It's strange cause if just turned 2009 and now i'm all ready caught up for 2010 and i can't wait!

Now i'm here at my parent's house at Canterbury and Mum asked me if i wanted to come with her at Oxford just to do a little shopping, which by the way, would not be little at all. She's probably craving for new outfits to send to my aunties and cousins. Although i turned her down for i wasn't really in the mood for Oxford. Anyways, yeah the fireworks were definitely better than the "Last Year" *wink* and that's all i have to say. I'm dreaming of Hatty again, well, i wished she had a nice New Year's Eve and i hope she's not listening to Radiohead AGAIN.

I'm just reall forsaken that this will be a good year for ALL of us. 

         Not really certain why...